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My sista in crime & best bud
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Vanessa
2003
Wow what a year we have had sweetie. First was New Years... I'll never forget that. It'll be forever in engraved in my heart. It felt like you were family. Then you braved out visiting my old church with me, even knowing what you did. Then getting ready for the sweetheart banquet. I don't know why I told you about why I was depressed and how I used to and still sometimes contemplate worse things. But you made me smile as you always do. And you used to never cease to remind me that I was loved. I'll never forget that... you always knew just when I needed to hear that. I can never thank you enough for that. Then there was winter retreat! That was a blast! Snoobbing!! hehe.. and all our lovely "jokes". haha. Those who didn't go really missed out. I'm glad you guys convinced me to go! Your party was fun too. I really still do feel bad about the way I handled things for that. I should have just done it instead of causing all that drama. It saddens me to think that we have slowly begun to grow apart. I wish I knew why though cuz I'm sure it's silly but I really do miss you. I miss talking to you, I miss the fun, and I miss just chillin' with you. I know it'll all be cool again soon... I just wish it would hurry up and happen! Love ya sweetie! You still rock. =)
2002
I can't believe that when I first saw you at the choir cookout thing that I thought you were stuck up! I was so glad that you definitely weren't as I got to know you! You turned out to be the opposite in fact! It was good getting to know you... and little did I know what good friends we were about to become in such a short time!! Convention rocked!!! Right? Then there was the cantata! And man did that Kirk concert rock!!! (even though you did sleep a lot of the way there and back!) It was nice knowing that I could tell you about all the drama that I had just come from and that you understood. That really made things so much easier for me knowing that you understood me and I could talk to you about it when it bugged me.
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