2002 / forever
feeling /
God loves you!
 

my "clique"

Kelly...

Wow, this year we really became much better friends which I am so thankful for. It was so much fun having you in gym with me. It was definitely never boring! haha. We had those psycho girls to deal with! Oh man. Then there was all those parties we went to, and all the mall trips. It was great and lots of fun. We had lots of talks going to and from classes and I really think that we are both beginning to deal with each other, maybe not understand but be more tolerant I guess. You are such a great artist and singer. I'll never forgot all the times where we sang together. And then when you scared us all by telling us you may have to leave Humanities. Honestly, Kelly I was flipping out because I have gotten so much closer to you that I wouldn't know what I would do without you. You are an amazing girl, although weird at times, I still love ya. =)

*2001*

At the beginning of the year we didn*t hit it off so well... but as the year progressed things got much better.... now we are really close.. and we have a little group going.. *me, u, Marielle, and Addie* and OMG!! counting all the weird things Mrs.Roe said was fun.. and than when i *confessed my love to u and u poked me in the eye w* a rose!!* *lol* that was so funny! and learning about ur dragons was cool...altho sum*times u take it a little too far..it is cool.. and altho we don*t agree on many things i am glad that we have such a good friendship.. i kno that i can talk to u about u ne*thing and u*ll listen which is so cool!! thanks for being around... and never change... btw ur a great poet! keep writing!!!

Marielle...

What can I say to one of the most amazing people I know? You are definitely the bestest friend in the whole world. I honestly have no clue what I would do without you. You have helped me through so much this past year. I don't know how to say thank you to you. And recently I have been going through a lot with Toshona and now with me leaving my church, and even though you may not really understand you are still there helping me out anyway. You are always listening to me complain and you always try your best to make it better. What more could I ask for? We have some of the greatest times together. I will never forget any of them ever. Like the history day fair, not just that day but getting ready for it. We are just too creative.. lol. Then when we went to the play how I yelled at John and now he is scared of me. =) At your party when I sang for you, I really meant every word I said. You are such a source of encouragement and guidance... and just someone to talk to. I am who I am today because of you. Thank you so much!

*2001*

I just met u this year but we have already become really great friends... we had some good convos between classes too... i found out that we have quite a lot in common... a lot more than i thought we did ne*way! i*ll never forget having to explain things to u... that was really funny... and meeting ur other friends was cool too... and we had lots of fun at the going away party.. counting oks, all rights, and thank yous... that was fun! and Mrs. Roe never knew!!! *haha*... how many did they go up to anyway?!? thanks for being there for me when i needed u and for helping me when i was ready to kill Addie...well not really i was just mad... but shhh! Asian Fest was crazy but we did have fun... OMG! how did u ever carry all those books??? and how culd ever find ne*thing in that stack of papers?!? i always wondered how u do it!! haha... and hopefully ur handwriting will get better.. i have seen worse.. but sum*times i wuld like to copy ur notes.. and u make it really hard! and u always have good notes... i guess u don*t want us copying huh? *lol* Oh well..
i seriously think u shuld let US do sum work too!!! *haha* u do WAY too much work... altho it does make every*1 else*s job easier.. it just makes more work for u and that isn*t really quite fair for u... maybe this year will be different... but i*m so glad that i have 3 more years to get to kno u better and that means 3 more years of great memories to share... i look foward to it! :)
Thanks for being there when i needed u most.. u have helped me emensely! i don*t know what i wuld have done w*o u! u have made me smile when i didn*t want to.. and u helped me to see the truth.. thanks for being my friend thru it all! i really appreciate that! u mean the world to me! and i*m so glad that we have gotten closer!

Addie...

We have had many differences this year. Much has changed but we are still friends. I just wish that sometimes I didn't have to question it. But we still had some good memories. Like when you helped me out with mocktail and then when we had lyceum. All of our lovely mall trips and going to the play. haha. We didn't have any other classes together and we probably won't again except Humanities but that is ok. We still rock! =)

*2001*

Wow! we had an interesting year didn*t we? at the beginning we really hit it off, we were like really good friends from the start. we had a good time trynig to figure out wat Eric was doing half the time.. and trying to figure out his weird sadistic mind! haha...
than there was Melissa, Amid, and *Backstreet* in Bio! that was crazy.. and than the note that Melissa and Jenny wrote.. that was crazy! i still can*t believe that they did that! u still have it in ur purse? please say u trashed it! remember when we had to explain everything to Marielle and when Kelly was always getting on ur nerves...and than the whole Mrs.Roe thing! haha counting all her oks..and alrights...and thank yous.. didn*t one of them add up to like 300 or sum*thing... and how we always looked at the pages to see when she printed them off the internet... and than checking to see who culd notice that Jack was wearing yellow first or when sum*1 had a new look .... than there was all those projects we did together! haha the Asian fest! way too many memories there! *like Andy*s lil* joke* and than the Egypt stuff... man that video was crap! haha...i hate being on videos!!! oh yea...and the going away party... that was cool too... i think that it was lots of fun..
and than there was that fight we had... man that was awful.. i was so upset for so long! but than i realized that if we both really cared enuf than it wuld work out... it was than that i really realized how much our friendship really meant.. and how u were always there for me even tho u made fun of me 24*7, which wasn*t cool btw! but i got over it... and hopefully u got over that whole guy thing...*names will not be mentioned!* ghettooooo gurl!!! haha.... *ight*!!!! lol we did have some really great times didn*t we? man and think we get 3 more years together! yipee!! and many more memories to follow.. ones that i hope to NEVER forget... cuz once sum*1 makes a difference..an impact on ur life...it is hard to forget that person... no matter how much u try... ur an awesum friend and person so never change babe*z...luv ya!!!! BFFL
why do u chose to hurt me so? doesn*t all our memories mean anything to you?!? i thought that we were really good friends... that we thought along the same page! i don*t kno wat happened or why this had to occur.. but all i kno is that i*m hurting.. and dag! i don*t want our friendship to end cuz we had some great times... but u*re not giving me much of an option... i can*t let u keep hurting me.. it is stressing me out way too much.. i can*t handle this.. having u mad at me and ignore me.. u meant to much to me.. now i don*t know wat to think anymore... but if we are gonna be friends again it is gonna be hard.. but i*m willing to try it again if u r b*c i care....

Leanne...

This year you changed. I swear it was because you went out with Eric. But it definitely wasn't for the worst as some have said. You are still a great person although I don't really speak with you that much anymore. You are really funny and I had tons of fun in Humanities once you were sitting back there by Eric, Jay, and I. Thanks for always listening to me... and when I complain too. Oh yeah, and for sticking up for me sometimes. The next two years are going to be so awesome!
*2001*

Man... we go all the way back to basketball.. and than we got to kno each other better in 8th grade.. 7th was aight.. but i wuldn*t say that it was the greatest year of my life either... but i*ll always remember Heffy under trailer 4... and than that play thing we had to do... that was interesting....*lol*
than there was 8th grade... we had our science natural diaster project.. that was fun to work on.. and i definately got to kno u better that year too... we weren*t really close or nothing and we disagreed on sum*things but i saw u as one of my friends... man the memories we have from Humanities... w* Mrs. Moss and her Animal Farm imitations... and all that Holocaust stuff we did.. and Adam w* his noises *haha* than all the great times that there was in Higgy*s class...
but than we went to high school... and sum*thing went wrong... i guess it was mostly my fault... for sum reason i thought u guys all hated me and that there was sides... but i was putting division in there that never really existed... altho i did kinda feel outta the little clique ya*ll had but i got over it fast... and now we have 3 more years of memories to build up... and i*m glad that things worked out again... cuz u were there for me that one time that i needed you... u listened... and i complained... but u sat thru it and showed me that i wasn*t really gonna change no matter wat happened around me... u showed me sum*thing that i never wuld have realized on my own... and altho other ppl told me the same thing.. it was different coming from you and i listened.. it is definately a lesson i won*t forget.. thanks so much.. u say u learned from me but i think that i have a lot that i shuld be learning from YOU!hopefully during the next few years together we will become better friends and u can help me to open my mind and see things that i never before wuld have seen... all i need is a friend like you to show me...
Remember that *talk* we had w* Mrs. Roe?? *lol* i will remember that forever... our little secret!

Becky

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