2002 / BFFL.. u're awesome!
feeling / God loves you!
 

Mizanne

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I didn't know it would be so hard to say goodbye to you. That Sunday had to of one of the worst yet best days of my life. It was bad because I had to say goodbye to one of my closest friends. And it hurt me so bad. I know it hurt you too and it hurt me even more to know that I couldn't make it any better or easier for you to deal with. It really killed me. But it was the best because I know it's not goodbye forever and I know that we will still stay friends. I learned how much you really do care, and I realized just how much you mean to me. I guess I have been taking you sort of for granted. And now I miss you terribly but I know I will see you soon and we will find a way to hang out somehow. And we'll keep in touch. I know our friendship is strong enough to bring us through this. We have gone through too much and we are too tight for something like this to mess things up. I love you sweetie, and keep up the good work. You are an awesome person and the youth need you there. God is using you in so many more ways than you know. Thank you so much for all you do. Your effort and sacrifices do not go unnoticed!
Wow, so much has gone on recently. With my parents leaving and all but I want to thank you for your support and for caring. It means a lot to me knowing that you are still gonna be in contact with me and that we will be close even though this is going to be happening. You helped me so much before so I know I can be strong now. All your words of wisdom from then are coming back to me now! =) Lol. We still may not hang out much but that can change once I begin to start driving on my own. I keep telling you that you are a great friend and that you are there for me but you just don't believe me. How can I convince you? I wish I knew.

*2001*

I'm so glad that we became friends. It hasn't even been a year yet since I have known you (right?) and we are already really close. It is so cool!! Like one night at cell group we just started talking.. and than we just keep talking and boom(!) we were like best of friends. Now we are getting closer still.. and I always enjoy the time we spend together when you drive me to and from youth stuff, which I'm so grateful for, you have taken me so many places and made sure I got places. Thanks for that! Someday I wanna be able to make that up to you! I still remember that time I slept over when you were still in college. That was fun! Remember how you left the lights on? And than the car wouldn't start?!? (haha) That was funny!! And we still made it to church on time too! Than there was all those talks we had at cell group and our cell picnic. That was cool. DJ Becky! haha Then the Bible Study Certification Course, we always had fun after that!! Man we had some great times!
But I specifically remember that one meeting when we heard the news that the Puddingtons left. I was devasted and I felt so alone, so lost but you were right there helping me and making me feel loved. You let me know that everything would be ok and helped me through. You understood and you just being there that night really meant a lot to me. I'll never forget that. Soon after that we left the group and I missed seeing you and still do. I wish we saw each other more and that we could talk and hang out more because you really understand me and you're always looking out for me, always caring. The first words outta your mouth were always asking if I was ok, always putting me before you. Man, that takes a lot!! I'm so grateful that you're always around and that you helped me with my "friend" problems. You really helped me work things out and get them straight in my mind. You are always there for me and I thank you for that. You have been one of the best friends that I could ever have and honestly you don't feel any older than me because you can relate and because you know me and you care. Well I want you to know that I care too. Your the greatest and I love ya. I don't know what I would do without you around. You started getting me to even talk in church and now I talk to people because of you!!! Aren't you proud?!? (haha) I'm so glad that we will be best of friends for life and all of eternity with our Creator!!
Whoa! Girl now that you are a Sunday School teacher things have changed. But I don't necessaryily think that it is a bad change. Now you see lots of things I have been telling you about more clearly... that is good. I'm so glad that we are gonna be able to hang out soon too! Cuz dag! I miss you... seeing you just in church just isn't enough but God has you where you are now for a reason. Just like He had you here for a reason too!!! But I do know that I'm glad I got to know you really well while you were here and that we got to do so much together! I had lots of fun hanging out with you at cell group and on Saturdays and Sundays!!! Oh the times we had.. the memories!! I wish we could hang out more but right now that isn't possible so we make due with the time we have. And I want you to know that you are still a great friend. You are still here for me when I need you and when I needed you most you were always right there. Please don't ever think that you are being a bad friend or that you don't spend enough time with me. Hun, I know that you love me and that is what matters! We have a bond that will last a lifetime... and nothing and I mean nothing will ever change that! I promise!
Man it is so weird, you go away for only a week yet in my heart it feels like forever! I don't know what I would ever do if you really left me!!! It is like part of me is missing just cuz I know you aren't here in Jersey! But I was glad that I got to say goodbye to you on Saturday and that you could even come to the youth party. I can't wait for you to get back! I LOVE YOU

true friends don't follow and true friends don't walk ahead...true friends will stay right beside you... watching out for u and holding ur hand
a friend will always stay w/ u during the good times.. thru all the laughter... but a best friend will stick u thru the tears...thru the hurt.. thru the pain..and thru the trials.. they are willing to share EVERYTHING with u no matter what it is

I don't know what I would do w/o you because you have helped me to be who I am. I haven't always known you but that is how it feels. You have a special place in my heart so I want you to know I will always care... and one thing that I promise is that I'll always be there.

Becky

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