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Tammi...
I miss you a lot. Now that you are gone we don't talk much. But at least we can talk through IMing now! That is such a blessing. I have enjoyed speaking with you recently. I can't wait until all this mess is over so we can chill and stuff again. But that is all in God's timing. Thank you for all your help and your encouragement. It means a lot to me.
Wow! You have really touched my life. I know you don't really know it but that is ok. I know and so does God. You shared what you went through when you were my age and it encouraged me because in a way that is how I am now. Knowing that you made it through helps me to know that I can too. The conversation we had made a lot of difference and helped me this week. Thank you! I love you!

Chris and Petal...
What can I say to you both? How can I express my graditude? I love you both and thank you so much for helping me out. Man, I was real upset at conference. But you both brightened up my day and made everything make sense. Chris you showed me an aspect of this whole thing I had never even considered. Thank you so much for your encouragement, both of you. I don't think words could ever thank you enough. Petal, thanks for always caring and checking up on me. I really appreciate that a lot. Much more than you know. Chris, you have taught me a lot through Sunday school and some of the conversations we have had. You are a great teacher and our youth really needs you. They don't know it but they do. You have a lot of things to say and they need to hear it. I wish I could stay longer to help out with things in the youth but as you both know God is calling me away. Keep helping the youth, you are making a difference. Already you have both made a difference in my life. I will miss you very much and I pray we will keep in touch. Thank you also for helping me out on my last Sunday. You kept me smiling and when I was afraid I was going to fall apart somehow one of you was right there giving me a smile of encouragement or saying something to make me smile or keep me going. Thank you soo much! What would I have done without you guys?!?

Jewels and Risheem...
Thank you for being such great youth leaders. You both mean the world to me and I love you both. You are making such a big difference. Our youth have gotten much closer since you have started to take over. Keep trying and you will reap the harvest of the seeds you are sowing. Your efforts and time are not being wasted nor going unnoticed. You have made an impact in my life and knowing that you both are behind me and supporting me means a lot. Jewels, thanks for all you have been doing for me. For all the encouraging emails and the talks we have had on and off-line. You are amazing. I will miss you both so much and I will be praying for you and the youth. I can't wait for the day when I can come back to this wonderful family I am now leaving.

Sandy...
I'm glad that we are going to be keeping in touch. You are such a sweetie. Im glad that I got to know you a little better at conference. You always knew how to keep me smiling! Lol.
You have such an amazing voice! I want to thank you for your encouragement and for caring. It really means a lot to me. I will hopefully be able to keep in contact with you while I am gone. I will miss you so much too. Keep on singing for Him.

Pascale...
Wow, we are keeping in touch more than I thought we would. You are truly an amazing person and I'm glad that I am getting to know you better. God is using you in mighty ways. I can't wait to see all that He is doing and is going to do in your life!
Thank you for being such a great friend. You are amazing and I never knew how much we had in common. Lol. I got to know you better at conference, it's too bad that I am leaving though. Just when I started to know you and become friends with you too! Hopefully we will keep in touch!

Youth Commitee @ FWC...
Thank you for letting God use you. He is doing amazing things with you guys. The youth at FWC really need to hear what you have to say. And you do have a lot to say. I pray that they listen to you and learn from your experineces. But most importantly it is comforting to know that people like all of you are willing to be there and pray for the youth. Such wonderful role models of brothers and sisters in Christ. There are many of you who I have placed much trust in and many have become my friends. That is what the youth needs. I wish I could have stayed longer but God has a better plan. But I want you all to be encouraged because God is using you to reach out to them. You may not be seeing the results right now but they shall come one day. Your efforts and sacrifices are being noticed. And they are effective. Thank you for helping me to become better and stronger. You all have impacted my life more than you know. Keep up the good work!

Regina...
When I told you I was leaving I didn't think it would bug you so much. I didn't know that you cared that much. I will miss you but I will be back one day. You are becoming such a strong leader and I am glad you are the youth president. Keep on pressing on and be strong. God is using you and He has some great plans for you life.
I don't know what to say to you. You sing real well but you need to let people hear it!! Be enthusastic about it!!!! You're so sweet!! Always talking to me and smiling. I hope that we become friends cuz you are a great person. Keep on keeping on for Jesus and stay strong!! We had lots of fun working on the song for Pastor Apprieciation. It was so much fun!! We were hot! (lol) I think we should definately become friends. The only thing I think I regret is that I never tried being friends with you earlier...

Sholanda...
You are such a sweetheart. Keep on keeping on. God is doing wonderful things in your life. He is going to do things in your life that you could have never imagined. Just keep following Him and stay strong.
You can really sing well!! I never knew how good you are!!! Wow!! We had lots of fun doing that song thing. I had fun hanging out w/ you and Regina. It was cool. I think that you're a great person and I regret not becoming friends w/ you sooner too.

Sherice...
I didn't know you would be so upset about me leaving the church. I thought our friendship had stopped but I guess not. I will miss you a lot and I will never forget all the great times we had together. All the things you shared with me. I wish we could be closer but it seems that right now things aren't working that way. Keep following God and stay sweet.
Wow! We became good friends really fast! We have such good discussions and stuff.. I look foward to every Sunday so we can talk!!! I love ya girl and stay strong in Christ! He will help you through it all. If you ever need me just call me! I'll be praying for you!

Rashon...
Wow, do things change. I am so glad that I am working on this song with you. I am glad that we have become good friends and that I am able to talk to you about anything. I really appreciate that. You are so talented and it just amazes me so much at how talented you truly are! You such a great friend and I don't know what I would do without you!
I have no idea what to say to you. I guess I have known you too long and you've put me through too much. I guess that you have gotten better. At least you're nicer to me now! You can really play that saxaphone!!!! Wow!!! When you told me how many instruments you play I was shocked! That must be so hard!! But hey if you love it that's cool! And things w/ you and Heather may work out some day. Just wait and see what happens! I love you!

Kimmy...
You have a great voice!!! You sang Amazing Grace so well and that Mary Mary song!!! You sound just like them! Such talent and skill. You need to get a contract. Your taste in style is awesome. Always having the hottest outfits!!! Keeping singing.

Eddie...
Such artistic skill!!! You can be really funny! (sometimes) You can sing well too. I never knew how good you were! It was like whoa! He's good. (haha)You and Regina really did great on that song! You have some real interesting opinions and when you get called on in Sunday school I always know that I'm about to hear some interesting stuff.

Sean...
I wish I could work on the group with all of you guys sooner but I will have to wait 4 long months. I will miss you too, and you have made Sunday school interesting. You have always given me something to think about during each lesson. I have learned a lot from you and you seem to know where God is leading you. I pray that you will do great things in His kingdom with that wonderful voice that He has given you. May His blessings be with you.
What happened to us being friends? I still don't get why we're not. Someday I would like to see your songs. I love reading other peoples lyrics. You have such talent. Keep singing (not like you would ever stop anyway) cuz your good and one day you'll make it out there as a singer/songwriter (unlike some of us). You really have some great answers in Sunday school and even some of the same views on things I do. I wish Toshona and Mizanne would have called on you more than the called on me!!! Btw, you do the Stand song well and the Joy to The World song the choir does.

Becky

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