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2002 /
BFFL.. u mean the world 2 me
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Ashante
Things changed a bit now that we are in high school. Although now we manage to pass notes, which is always fun, I don't think we have become closer. I don't think we are actually drifting but I am different. I have changed from that insecure girl that you once knew. Now I am older and stronger. You are still an awesome girl and nothing can ever replace what we have. We will always have that special bond that best friends have but I don't think things will ever be the same again. But I still love ya anyway.
*2001*
man... all i can say is wow! we started being friends from chorus.. we passed sum notes and called each other a couple of times and of course hung out at chorus practice! haha.. but after that we kinds became friends... the only thing i regret is that we didn*t become friends sooner! just think of all the fun we culd*ve had... but that is ok cuz we*re like best of friends now.. and i don*t kno wat i wuld do w*o u!
and oh man! u better not leave me either.. u have given me such a scare so many times gurl.. i don*t think i culd take ne*more.... first that u*re moving.. than that u may not go to our skool.. and then all that was ok... but than u said u might go to private skool and i freaked out!!!! but now u*re here w* me at HHS!!! wOOhOO!!! i*m so glad about that.. and now we pass notes and still call each other which is great! and we*re still the best*est friends eva!!! and if u move away or go to private skool i*m gonna die.. cuz well... i just will!
even tho sum*times i never understand u.. like why u forget eVeRyThInG!!.. or why u don*t tell me things.... u say nothing ever happens but than when sum*thing does u can*t tell me... but I still luv ya....i*ll try harder to be a better freind.. really!! and kno that i*m always here to help u and to listen... and u need to talk mOrE.. ur wAy too quiet! haha... we*ll be BFFL... no mattter wat happens!!! and don*t worry i*ll start telling u more... u just gotta understand that there are sum*things that i can*t tell u.. but i*ll tell u everything that i can ok? and omg! u*re such a great singer! u*re gonna be *SO* famous one day!!! i kno it! so don*t deny it.. cuz u do that a lot... and when ur all big and famous remember me ok??? maybe i can be ur back*up singer..... haha... that wuld be so much fun.. we wuld rock!!!! cuz we wuld just be the best*est eva! haha... luv ya gurl*e and stay sweet.. cuz u*re special just as u r... never let NE*1 tell u different.... and if Stephine keeps bugging u... than remember wat i told u b4 ok??
Gurl plez don*t ever be mad at me... i can*t take it and i*m sorry for being mad at u all the time... but i just want us to be able to talk sum*times... it just seems that we communicate less even tho we are in the same building now which makes no sense to me... i just wanna be able to talk to my best friend... is that really so bad... that is why i was mad... but now i*m just hurting everytime i think about u being mad at me... it makes me wanna cry...
gurl u have touched me in so many ways.. tonight while talking to u i have seen how much u really care.. how much u mean to me... gurl u*re awe*sum... even tho u made mistakes... cuz hey i*ve made mistakes too... even tho we fight.. cuz u kno it is BOTH of our faults if we fight not just urs... so i want u to kno that i love you thru all the faults u may have... ur honestly the best thing that ever happened to me... only u can make me smile when I*m so down that i doN*t kno wat to do.. only u can make me go crazy when i*m tryin to be serious... only u can brighten my day when i want my life to end... and i kno that u and i will always be best friends until the end!!
True friends don't follow and true friends don't walk ahead. True friends will stay right beside you, watching out for you and holding your hand.I know that I'm blessed to call you my friend. This friendship has a special meaning to me and I pray it will never end. You changed my life and made me see... what the phrase "best friend" really means. You're my angel and best friends we shall always be!
Becky
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